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2004-10-27 - 2:13 p.m. I re-joined at the BAC last night. Meagan and Kate (girls from work) and Laura are members and motivated me to join. Despite Chris telling me in a phone conversation that I'm in shape and don't need to work out, I feel gross and flabby and huge. Besides it shouldn't bother him... So I went in this morning for my first appointment. There was pretty girl on a elliptical machine with a perfect round little behind curving up into the tiniest waist and back to greet me. The sight did wonders for my self-perception. :-/ I was then weighed and pinched and measured...and horrified. My body fat is 24%, normal according to the girl doing it, but such a high number! I want to find the nice little body I have hiding somewhere. I'm very excited though. I miss the days when I started the morning full of energy after a spinning class, the adreneline rush, and the feeling of accomplishment I have when I'm working out. I think I might have to stop smoking though...
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